"i will lie awake"

holy crap last night was a good night.

amber mo and i practiced our music and then we went to pick up mark and go to the milestone. at first i wish i hadnt have gone because i was bored, but then andy bought me a red bull and vodka and there was MOSHING.

its been so long since i moshed. so i did. and it was just as wonderful as i remember it. getting knocked around and falling and hitting people. its so weird how thats so much fun to me. i like the adrenaline.

this really cool guy ina camo shirt and spiked hair came up to me after the show and said, "i just wanna tell you, you are awesome! you were right in that mosh pit!" so then i laughed and we talked for a while.

then a little later i was talking to him again and he told me he was a pagan. and i was like, "ooo! neat!" cause i am a dork.

and amber and i were talking about our song, "homophobes" and how mo is a retard and afraid of herself and that same awesome spiked hair boy said, "you have a song about homophobes?" and we said yeah its awesome, and he was like, "thats great!! since im partial myself, im not too fond of homophobes."

then amber and i talked to him more and he knows billy dee! or has talked to him on some gay.com thing at some point. we wondered if it was the guy i sent the message "i have a dildo in my ass" to on billy dee's name a long time ago. hahaha. they replied with "SHOW ME."

he said he would try to come to our show sunday night. and i am very excited.

we then went to wafflehouse after dropping mark off and i got the best hashbrowns ive ever eaten.

these dumb guys were there. i was talking to amber about how i hate toby keith and his "put a boot in people's asses" songs. and then those guys PLAYED IT. i think they heard me talking.

they also kept staring at us. when we left, i walked outside and amber was trying to find our waitress for the tip and one of the guys was utside and said to me, "you can tip me your number, but i bet you wont."

right about that one, douchebag.

then it was back to ambers at FOUR AM for more band practice.

oh man. we played until 6:30 in the morning. but the best song ever was the result. it makes NO SENSE. at all. but is completely and utterly wonderful.

i cant wait till sunday. it will be videotaped.

now, i need to go home and work on my comedy all day. and maybe work on some basslines for songs.

amber and mo are about to leave to go see violent femmes in raleigh. i want to go, cause i love them, but sadly, i lack the funds. ah well. i need to work on comedy anyway. its only a week away.

and im terrified.

adios.